full circle

meg havana

25 Nov 06

I am on top of everything these days….I feel like a winner …..not only because Pacquiao brought home the bacon but also because I made it…after all the self pity and the negative feelings I had been having since day one ,it has been confirmed that I did it…I feel like I am finished with everything and that I am ready now to move on to the latest chapter in my life….I cannot explain my happiness, the sense of fulfilment I am feeling today…now I can leave all my worries behind and be confident in my craft….and I know deep in my heart I couldn’t have done it without the Lord’s help…I am sure of it, coz I previously didn’t ask for His help and look what it caused me….and yet this time, what I did was just to go to church and pray regularly and voila….He did answer my prayers…I never claim to be religious but I do believe in God and His absolute power over us…and for this, I thank Him…..I got the news from the person I look up to with great honor and pride….he was the one who informed me over the phone that I made it….and drama queen that I was, tears just welled and trickled down ..it was one of the best moments of my life…one I can never ever forget….never had my tears been so sweet!...Honestly, all I ever want to do is make everyone I care about proud of me…I waited so long for this moment to come….and now it is finally here…..and I have conquered the odds!.. Boy..i truly am in 7th heaven!...I’ve never been this happy my whole life…and to top it all, as I had mentioned, I always cherish the moments when our country would seem to become one ..and that always come to pass when Pacquiao has a fight….I almost felt the 7,107 islands merge and unify(haha…exagg!!!) …this is one event where young and old alike…rich and poor, huddle together and think the same….that each and every Filipino is proud to be Pinoy…differences are set aside and everyone is an ally…and that really gives me a feeling of happiness and pride…and a wish that if only we are like this to each other everyday, supporting each other instead of crabbing, progress would be much, much easier to attain…if only Pacquiao has a fight everyday…..how I wish…(and so that he would also forget his singing career…or does he have one?...sorry, idol)…