I had an inkling this would happen. I made a mistake and I could've prevented it from happening. Something inside me has warned me before of the consequences of my actions but I ignored my gut feeling and my ego, my stupid ego willed me to do it. I am now wallowing in self pity, my mind filled with anger over a thing that is actually my own doing.
Today, I wish I can go back to the time when I still haven't taken that big step which was the mistake. I wish I can even erode all the memories that it left me. I feel that I am scarred for life. I know compared to what other people has undergone, cmpared to other peole's lives, mine isn't as difficult and isn't as complicated as I am portraying it now but I just can't help but sigh and blurt out everything.
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