it's almost midnight but as usual im still pretty much awake. A lot of things still left undone before i call it a day although an hour ago i gave my man a headache by pissing him off but what the heck,i don't care. he deserves it. now, i don't give it much thought anymore..it's like im beyond everything already.
anyway, im not here to talk about my lovelife..bec it sucks, it just keeps on eating me up and i get very depressed. i'm here to say that right now as im writing this, the rain is pouring hard.. when i was little i used to "not like it" when this happens whether i am in the house or somewhere else...it used to be that whenever it rains movement is limited and i cannot just go about without getting myself wet and much more because our house is on the river bank that everyone in the family was always alert when the rain starts because chances are, it would cause the river to flood and almost always water engulfs our house...i grew up with this notion thus i was kinda displeased when it rains....but i'm taking it all back now...no,we havent transferred residence..we still live on the same house near the river, but today i welcome the rain with gusto...it has been awhile since it rained this hard and with everything i see on the news, it looks like we need water, thus raining is now pleasing to my ears...and in contrast to that time when i was still a little girl, i welcome the rain and thank the Lord that He has blessed us with one today...we always equate the rain with suffering and hardships but i disagree because the rain does not bring as difficulties, in fact it brings us blessings..and i guess we are lucky today,tonight that these blessings have poured in....what a way to end my day....

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