17 August 2007

friday blues


it's a friday.when i was younger i used to be out on a weekend like this...gimmicks with friends...pigging out on food....going out to bars....but that phase of my life has already gone. these days, i no longer go out. though i miss those days but i guess i can't go back and i think i have to act my age...barhopping, being drunk to the max is no longer my thing...and besides i have no one to go out with anymore...all my friends, they've settled down and perhaps they are needed more to be with their own families than to be out drinking with friends....so nowadays, i prefer to stay home, not that there is an option for me. on a typical friday night, i am just alone in front of my laptop, surfing, laughing at funny videos on youtube, reading my mails and replying to some if i have the will to type, and if get sleepy i turn on the tv and watch anything until i doze off. sounds so boring but i guess that is reality...and i hope it doesn't sound like i'm a loser or something...

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