how do i?

it was one fine sunny day in March 2003 that we met. the moment i set my eyes on him i knew he was the one for me. it's not just because of his masculine looks even with his fair white skin but something in him made me feel so good that i wanted him so badly. and so it went that we have been together since then...i learned about his past and his previous relationships but i didn't seem to care. all i cared about was how much i love my baby and how cute i would look in his arms. everyone in my family loved him too...my parents, siblings and even my nephews...and like me, they also look forward to spending time with him.
like all relationships, there are always some bumpy rides. he was even a source of a petty rift between me and my brother but as i had said, i love my baby dearly...he is always there when i need him, even getting soaked in the rain or burned under the heat of the sun just to wait for me...and he seldom make qualms about it...he keeps me calm when the going gets tough and he brings me to heights even i couldn't even imagine reaching.
but my fairytale doesn't end there...lately, i can see signs that he seems to be at a losing end...maybe his past is getting into him and he is slowly losing his grip tantamounting to him always getting sick...i don't know if i can take it anymore...i vowed not to leave him and keep him by my side until the very end...i love my baby so much it hurts to even decide to let go....yet with this situation i feel i have to say goodbye....but how can i
how can i say goodbye to my mitsubishi pajero?...yeah,i'm talking about my ride, what else?..sorry to deceive y'all!...i just feel that my baby deserves to be blogged about...i cant deny that with time it will become a burden rather than an asset judging by me frequenting my auto shop for repairs and so on...although it sounds weird but i am really attached to the vehicle, after all it is one of the first few things i had from my hard-earned money...and as such it's a tough decision for me to make to have to trade it in for another one, i can't even imagine seeing someone else driving it in the future because as i had said...i really do love my baby! ...
i apologize for being weird and making the reader think i'm referring to a person....but i guess we can write whatever we feel like writing...and i feel i need to honor the object of my affection




by: meg havana 25 aug 07