what has transpired today with me is nothing new anymore...i didn't get surprised, i had no violent reaction ...just an empty feeling, a feeling that somehow this would happen inevitably and i should be ready to face it...and yes it did happen sooner. this time i know better and i am sure that for real this is the end of it....i don't want anything more and this has to end however hurting....and the reality is, i was stupid and now it's time for me to love myself more, to prioritize myself over others and leave some dignity within me.
im ready to face the world, albeit alone, i am resigned to the fact that im just not so lucky in love but i have my work to delve myself into, to occupy me and keep me busy...and i guess that's all i will think about right now.....
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