today, i went out to the mountains. today, i was with friends. today, i got to sing some tunes, today i got to eat a lot, today i drank some wine. with that, i guess my life is gonna be alright. i don't want to dwell on negative things at the moment because all my life i had been pessimistic. through lifes ups and downs i learned to be resilient, i take eveything inside and put up a happy face. i always feel low day in and day out and i always feel i was only doing 99% of what i am capable of doing..all the time.today, i feel tired of being on the negative...just knowing how it is to be able to breathe makes me feel content that i am alive, just being with friends who truly care makes me feel so certain that i will not grow old alone. i used to like singing sad songs but today i sang a happy one. there is some certainty to my smile and the crease i wear on my face is truly a genuine one. i know i am gifted, i know i am not weak, i know someone loves me .....and with that in mind, i can sleep soundly knowing that i am at peace with myself. Good day everyone.... |
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