letting it out!

i am just so confused right now...i want to trust him but he is not to be trusted after all...and even if he isnt doing all these things im accusing him of doing, he must be this stupid and insensitive guy that do not really care how the other half feels..and he is even so brave to get back to the issue of that girl he calls younger sister...in truth, he is the one who must be in contact with this girl, he is the one who wants to communicate..the girl has a new fb add and she doesnt even add him up so what does that mean and yet this guy thinks that she is very important , that he cannot do without her...that hurts me and if this goes on then i would not be so brave to commit to him my whole life...i do not want to be involved with a stupid, insensitive, two-timing bastard of a guy and again if one of these days i am going to find out that he has some more secrets kept from me then i will personally tell him to leave and this time it's final. i will not try to be with him any longer, he is not the one for me..he is just trying to play me for stupid and of all, this the thing i hate most....it will never be my loss, never!