15 June 2013

fifteenth of june twenty thirteen

i am here in australia for almost four months now. for someone like me who has livedmy whole life in a tropical country, a 12 C temperature is so cold for me, and they say this year's winter is mild! so far, i am enjoying so much this new life i have decided to live for myself, quite a big step fir someone like me but i know some time in everyone's lives, we have to make these kinds of hurdles. a week from now i am tying the knot with the guy i am so inlove with for the past seven years...FINALLY! we decided to have a very small, simple wedding with some 40-something guests in a small church with reception at an equally small restaurant. it's all been taken cared of and so we were able to breathe a little easier today and decided to have some day out in the city ( we're in Melbourne by the way ). ive always loved to venture into the city. i enjoy getting ready & putting on some winter clothes that match, from my beanie to my scarf & today i got to wear my new ugg boots!cool!


that's me, somewhere in the city!

anyways, yeah so we did go & just went around the CBD, window-shopped in a bookstore since we both love to read & although we are in the era of ipads & ebooks,it is still somehow good to read a real book & turn over a real page! we didnt get to buy one though hence window shopped. had something to eat in Subway & later had coffee & a brownie in this place called Pie Face. i shouldve been having a meat pie there but i was still full so we just decided to sit around & got coffee instead coz there was a sign that said wifi is free and we just wanted to avail of that!
just one of those days when i am not stressed out with anything. soon after the wedding i might have to think of my future & how to be able to find a job for myself for sooner , savings would be dwindling and i need to survive. i have no family of my own to support me here  & i cant keep on relying on my hubby all the time! im not used to being financially dependent on someone, although i think it would really be cool to just have someone take care of you & your needs!

i am pretty much excited to get married next saturday, never in my dreams have i imagined myself walking down the aisle coz  i was never the marrying type but this has changed now and im pretty much ready to be a wife. that's what love has done to me!